sometimes i miss being pregnant.

sometimes i REALLY miss it. like when im cramping something fierce or bleeding from my hoohah or i really just dont want to be at work...i wish that i was pregnant. people open doors for you, they get you cold beverages, people rub your back and your feet and are super nice. lol ha, lets face it. pregnant chicks have got it gooooood!

ill be honest as ive said before, i loved being pregnant. its like a secret everyone can see but they dont know. weird reference, yes, but hear me out.

for 10 months i got to feel this dude GROW inside of me.

thats insane.

i FELT his HICCUPS for crying out loud.

when i was 16 i had surgery for endometriosis.

a year later i began hormone treatments that put me through a type of synthetic menopause. (see Lupron for more info). 6 months of hot flashes and mood swings. awesome.

10 years of all sorts of birth control to help it...low this, high that, balogna to "regulate me."

it was worth it though.

and since all that, since i experienced what i am experiencing now.

i have wanted to be a surrogate.

i have wanted to grow someone elses child in me. completely 100 % biologically theirs of course, but i have wanted to grow. if they couldnt...i would.

i dont imagine after the first one that my sig other would want me to be pregnant...my body letting itself go pregnancy after pregnancy, and with my scares he would want me to have all of ours first. on top of that i am a moody somfbitch when im with child. at least 100% of the time in my experience :]

people have often asked: wouldnt you be attached? i do agree if it were in some way biologically mine i think i might, but if i can separate it by knowing its in no way my child, i could certainly do it.

what are your thoguhts on surrogacy? any real life stories?